Knife of the Day

Carried my standard Spyderco Para 3 with digi camo scales, S30V blade, and MXG Gear bronzed deep carry clip. I love that knife. Great ergonomics. Great blade length and steel. The deep carry clip is a must as the standard clip makes it stick out of the pocket way too much.

I don’t get to use my knives much as I am stuck at home. But nothing is more annoying than needing a knife and then having to go look for one.

Thoughts on Porn

Been trying to clean up my thoughts a lot lately. It is hard. I was addicted to porn for my entire adolescence. Even after counseling and not intentionally viewing porn for 14 years, I still struggle with not thinking about it. Lately it has been BDSM stuff with BBW (none of it involving me fantasizing about cheating on my wife btw). I won’t go into details about that stuff. My point here is that it is a difficult habit to break. You are always with your thoughts. It is also interesting that porn addiction mimics trauma in many ways. Perseveration of thought; executive functioning issues. Just something to think about.

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